:'(

I should have suspected that I would go to bed feeling like this. This has been a crap day.

Weird Meh

Today has been a strange day - I have been having these violent and just...'mean'...thoughts about things. I dunno. I have had to work my ass off fixing on the chainsaw and now have to get up in the morning and cut some wood. Not only that, but I have put in a request for some fucking FOOD.

I had a frozen pizza today - it was old but it was edible. Heh.

I have therapy on Wednesday. I'm feeling a bit more anxious about this session - probably because I'm thinking that she's had time to form an impression of me and conclude, in our time apart, that I'm a worthless scumbag.